P.S. David You Lose (AGAIN!)

What if I told you I went somewhere and when I got there everything changed. 

What if I told you that fear griped my heart so suddenly in a single moment of transformation, I literally lost my message. 

What if I told you I've spent everyday since trying to disqualify myself... 

Picking apart my life, my standards, my beliefs, my hopes and dreams. 

What if I told you a fever knocked me out in my favorite city because I refused to say yes. 

What if I told you I'm scared. 

Because this thing that has happened wasn't suppose to happen to me. 

I'm a sister. 

I'm a niece. 

I'm a mom. 

I'm a auntie. 

I'm a friend. 

I'm a granddaughter. 

I'm a teacher. 

I'm a host. 

I'm a leader. 

I'm a consultant. 

I'm an author. 

I'm a messenger. 

I'm a speaker. 

I am The Ambassador of Happiness. 

But ...

What if I told you I went somewhere and when I got there everything changed. 

What if I told you that fear griped my heart so suddenly in a single moment of transformation, I literally lost my message. 

What if I told you I've spent everyday since trying to disqualify myself... 

Picking apart my life, my standards, my beliefs, my hopes and dreams. 

What if I told you a fever knocked me out in my favorite city because I refused to say yes. 

What if I told you I'm scared. 

What if I told you I'm saying yes. 

Yes to an unknown future. 

Yes to a higher post. 

Yes to deeper responsibility. 

Yes to life. 

Yes to you. 

Yes to myself. 

Yes to God. 

All be it scared, unqualified, overwhelmed, and still somewhat shocked, I'm saying yes. 

Because of my yes ... 

I'm a sister. 

I'm a niece. 

I'm a mom. 

I'm a auntie. 

I'm a friend. 

I'm a granddaughter. 

I'm a teacher. 

I'm a host. 

I'm a leader. 

I'm a consultant. 

I'm an author. 

I'm a messenger. 

I'm a speaker. 

I am The Ambassador of Happiness. 

I'm a Pastor. 

Yep! That's the scariest, craziest sentence I've ever written ever. 

But ... I'll write it again just in case you missed it. 

I am a Pastor. 

I said yes. 

I'm saying yes. 

And I'll say yes for the rest of my life. 

Because...

I went somewhere and when I got there everything changed. 

Fear griped my heart so suddenly in a single moment of transformation, I literally lost my message. 

I've spent everyday since trying to disqualify myself... 

Picking apart my life, my standards, my beliefs, my hopes and dreams. 

A fever knocked me out in my favorite city because I refused to say yes. 

I'm scared. 

But yesterday I said yes. 

Smile, 
Stacey 

P.S. Goliath you lose, (again).